Today was bad. school stupid and boring then claire had to cancel then had to watch depressing movie then fell back into my emo state for no reason. It just happened and i feel like all my problems are going into a backpack on my back and my back just snapped. now they are everywhere around me and im just helpless in the dirt. i feel so sad and tired right now. its noones fault and i dont want anyone (you know who you are) blaming themselves. its just me in my pathetic way. maybe ill get back up and put everything back into my backpack. if i can. sometimes i just want to run away from this city just to escape from all the crap that goes on here for me. Then i think of why and whos making me stay. and i stay.
i need to not be emo this is pathetic! i think i need to get more sleep.
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go to bed!
im going to sock emo ryan in the face. xD
jk
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