burnt to hellz!

Today was just blaugh. Free time in P.E which was ok i guess. Spanish presented my creature. Which i have just made a very desirable improvement to it (write about later). Break which was nice although alejandro kept stalking me O.O. Cadd was boring we had to draw sketches on isometric paper and drawing is not my strong suit. Bio was incredibly stupid. We had chapters 7-9 part of our final. Me and nico shared answers and i traded tests so i could have the same form as him. In exchange for the test, i allowed the guy i traded with to copy my other 2 tests (7 8 9 all seperate). although i didnt tell him and he didnt notice they were different forms so hell probably fail XD. manraj kept trying to copy off me too. gave him a few wrong answers. Lunch was boring chess club closed and we all sat by the gym. Gary (chess club president) joined us because he has no friends -____-. english was ok vy and connie harrassed me about stuff that Tim said that is SO not true -______________-. Geometry boring worked on packet. After school went to library to complete bio tests. I took a book from her classroom when i left earlier and i just looked up all the answers so it was easy. Came home and couldnt get on comp due to annoying parents. When i did manage to get on i knew claire was at dance by then. She logged on eventually. She asked me to name 5 good things about my life after i said it was depressing. i said claire bear :D, im alive (gosh what a bs answer i definitely hope i am), Bush is out of office soon (its about america not even me -____-) moms not home (soon she will arrive and my list goes down), and ooooh i can burn my spanish creature (woooooooooot). I proceed to burn my spanish minime (in the sink for safety of course) with claire watching and laughing. then i had just the legs left and i cut them up into small pieces. A small section of the waist remains. I shall bring it to school and show people what remains of me! what fun.

I feel its pathetic i cant even name 5 serious good things about my life. I could only name one. Nothing else seems to be good anymore. Even Darren has started showing angry signs at me and he almost never gets angry. Tyler maintains his avoiding ignoring ways. Nickys good but hes not really a friend i can feel i can talk to about serious stuff. He just doesnt take anything seriously enough. I dont really like my group of friends right now. I miss the mcs group. My mother remains a angry banshee and my brother continues to be an ass. School remains annoying. Finals tmrw. still need to read the odyssey and all.i hate studying i view school as work time and home as free time from school. I hate doing homework and stuff. thats why i always do it in class. There is nothing else good happening in life right now. Everythings makes me sad.

I just laugh and smile cause i dont really know how to do anything else. But there is one good reason to smile :).

Sad Ryan out