problems

Hello blog. Hello readers. I bet only 3 people ever read this blog. Anywayz....

Sorry bout yesterdayz weird post. I was so worried and freaking out. Cant go into specifics why so too bad ;p.

Nothing exciting in life. Just boring classes. but i dont have to be at school until 12. Thats nice. Meeting claire at doughnut shop at 10. She might have annabelle with her and idk how that will work out thats weird >.<
School tomorrow and i got Bio test and i THINK its on chapter 10. I dont know what chapter 10 is about but at least i got the number :D. English finish oddysey which isnt too bad and math i might get paid for super bowl bets.

sigh...
It seems there is problem after problem for me. Something seemed finally resolved like a week ago and now something new has happened that sorta brings it back up. And new complications have brought new people and problems into it. Just so weird and kinda confusing now. blaugh.

The problems usually depress me and then most of the time im also doing boring stuff and my mind wanders to the bad things and i get all depressed. They kinda weigh down on me

And yet...

there are so many other people who have much worse problems then me. Nicky for example has leukemia and has to do chemotherapy and recently his father has had an aneurism or something and is in the hospital. He had memory problems and idk if hes fully recovered. Yet nicky is always happy and cheerful and never gets mad or negative towards anyone. I dont know how he can always have a smile he says its cuz he had a life threatening experience he values life more. i wish i could have an experience like that that could make me happier although life threatening sounds scary >.<. And my few problems arent as bad as his and im the one whos depressed...

anyways

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