Life sucks

Dear blog

I am currently hating most of my life. Isnt that nice!

well lets see whats happened recently.

Golf tryouts yesterday and i made the cut and so did tyler and darren. Charles however didnt. I didnt think he did that bad. Poor charles. I did good in tryouts except for one terrible shot where i hit a bump on the mat and skidded it 2 feet and i think i bent my club >.<


I bought my matchmakers thing because sure why not. And amrits one of my new best friends. Im gonna harrass him about it till he screams :D. Philip was also on my friends list. For romantic thing claire got ninth. Which goes to show how fake these things are. Claires 9th out of 750 or so people for me on the form, yet i wouldnt exchange her for anyone in the world :).


More shocking news from charles. Amazing how that works. Didnt make me as mad as last time. I've come to expect loads of crap and bad news from spencer. mostly just shocking and makes me somewhat angry. Just reinforces my desire to drive a knife into his head.

Sadies tomorrow. Hopefully Claire can do something before we leave for the dance. Her mom probably wont let her. Shes been more controlling on her time lately of being on computer and stuff. Its frustrating. I really want to spend time away from dance just alone so we can talk and stuff. Also might do something on sunday. HOPEFULLY. As long as parents dont cause trouble we should be able to.

Winter break soon. And i know im going to hate it! isnt that nice. We are leaving on friday the 13th and going to tahoe for a week. we dont come back till the 21st. We will mostly be skiing. We are staying at our time share we own and use once every few years. My main memories from that place include a swimming pool with WAY too much chlorine which made me eyes almost swell completely shut and gave me rashes which bugged me like crazy for days in my ski suit and a shower door breaking and cutting up my legs and feet. Isnt that nice? plus just more time locked away with my family away from claire. :(.

I want 95% of my time spent to not be there anymore so i can always be in the 5%.

So screw 95% of life!

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