Risks

My day was good. Went bowling with family and claire which was fun. And my brother whose been playing for 10 years got beat by claire. And it was her 2nd time XD. very sad. Then we went back and claire and i watched the sentinel. It was about secret service and president and assassination and all dat good stuff. i had a good time :]

My moms yelling at me a lot. its very depressing. And daniels stupid as usual. Dougie keeps turning up the volume on his tv. its realllly loud. Dad remains crazy funny cheerful despite everyone else always mad and stuff.

Im annoyed at myself about something. I didnt do it on purpose but i shoulda been more careful >.<.

Ive had to take a lot of chances lately in life. Some things that just have come up. Are risks really worth the risk? If its something fairly unimportant i like taking risks just to observe the results and learn from then. If its something fairly important i balance my odds and go with the best chance. If something truly seriously matters and is important to me i dont like taking risks. I hate it. Even the slightest risk of failure and the possibly disastrous results scare me. Some things might end up having to be risks for them to ever happen, but that doesnt mean im gonna try it. I like to wait and see if it will come around by itself. I refuse to take risks when its something very important that could destroy or endanger or hurt the imporant thing. Never.

Looking forward to christmas we might go skiing sometime soon.

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