depressing life

Ive been so mad at my mom lately. She enjoys screwing up everything in my life. Shes already bad enough always shouting at home. Im not gonna go in to all the bull shit she does. I dont have that much time to type.

My friends aren't doing too well either. Tylers invited some friends over to his house on saturday and i didnt get invited cuz hes mad at me cuz i dont hang out with them at break anymore. Well screw him if hes gonna get mad at me over something like that a true friend wouldn't do that. Darrens never been a close friend he just isn't into life enough too much into video games and stuff. And now Nickys started getting sick again which sucks Nickys one of the funniest and nicest kids i know and despite having leukimea for 2 years and having so many more challenges then the average high schooler has to face hes always cheerful. If something like that had happened to me id probably be a miserable depressing person. He doesn't deserve this.

Holloway is determined t0 not let me pass in Spanish. She doesn't think i deserve the grade cuz i dont try. she knows i haves pretty much As in all my other classes and she just thinks im not trying in her class. Well im not but im not trying in any of the others either >.>. and speaking of grades my bio grade will probably be low when i get the grading period grades. Hedstrom doesnt know what the hell shes teaching and is testing us on stuff she never taught. Its bull shit.

I find everything tedious and boring these days. I dunno why. Most of the time i act happy cuz its in my nature not cuz im happy. Im usually bored or depressed on the inside. Most of the time im just waiting for my next chance to see claire or spend time with claire to roll around which i look forward to but right then im bored and annoyed as hell.

The only thing im truely happy about is claire. And shes amazing. I love her and whenever im with her im very happy and i sorta forget all my problems. Then i go back to everything else which is hell.